~A Bitter Swallow~

I think I thought-vomited in my brain a little bit...

Thought-Vomit

My brain is constantly mumbling and muttering to itself. Sometimes it screams. Sometimes what it has to say is interesting enough to make note of, or is adamant enough that it must come out. I'll put that stuff here. :)
Sunday, November 20, 2011

Stress

     I've been having a hard time lately;  a hard time keeping my stress under control.   I try to not worry about things, but I think that instead of just "letting go", I am actually just internalizing everything.  I'm just hiding from it, or running from it, or just completely denying it instead of dealing with it.  However, when I try to deal with it, I realize that there really isn't any way to deal with it.  It just is what it is.  I try to accept it, but then we are back to the question of whether that is what I am actually doing or not.  

  I stress out about everything.  I honestly think it is affecting my health.  I somewhat wonder if it's causing my medical problems (more on that in an upcoming post).  I think it is probably at least contributing. 

  I know I am being very vague in this, and I am doing so purposefully.   I apologize for that, but, well, it is what it is.  

1 comments:

Stacia29+ said...

Love you. come shop with me.

November 21, 2011 at 8:12 PM  

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