I don't want to do this anymore- this whole "life" thing. I just don't. I'm so over it. I'm done. I'm ready for it to be finished. I'm ready for the next chapter. And if there actually isn't one, well, I'm ready for that, too.
I will. Live, that is. Because I have to.
But I don't want to.
Thought-Vomit
My brain is constantly mumbling and muttering to itself. Sometimes it screams. Sometimes what it has to say is interesting enough to make note of, or is adamant enough that it must come out. I'll put that stuff here. :)
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