~A Bitter Swallow~

I think I thought-vomited in my brain a little bit...

Thought-Vomit

My brain is constantly mumbling and muttering to itself. Sometimes it screams. Sometimes what it has to say is interesting enough to make note of, or is adamant enough that it must come out. I'll put that stuff here. :)
Monday, October 28, 2019

The Bitch is Back

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After quite a bit of contemplation, I've decided to return to this blog and start using it again.   I've tried other means of self-reflection, etc... but I've found that here is where I would really actually put thoughts down "to paper" and allow myself to delve into the inner depths of my psyche and question things.  Where I could write, formulate, contemplate, and digest.  Sometimes those thoughts would turn into concrete ideas, plans, goals- and occasionally accomplishments.  

 Not very many read this, and that's okay.  Maybe they read it and just didn't react.  Maybe they read it and it just bored them so they didn't bother.  That's all okay too.  While feedback, conversation, etc.. is welcomed (for the most part),  I have to remember that this blog is for ME.  For my own self-workings.  Not for those reading it.  Even if no one reads it.

 So, here I am again.  How often I'll be around-  no telling.  I'm hoping more often than not.  Digging further into my Self is an on-going goal.  I do better with writing, so I guess we'll see what happens.  I'm going to try to not censor myself here.  I think part of my aggravation before was that I was.  I would focus too much on the idea of what other people reading it might think... so I wasn't authentic to my feelings.  Nothing progressive or healing or bettering will come from that.  So, here is your warning that if you are offended by anything I say... too bad.  If you are willing-  let's discuss it.  

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