~A Bitter Swallow~

I think I thought-vomited in my brain a little bit...

Thought-Vomit

My brain is constantly mumbling and muttering to itself. Sometimes it screams. Sometimes what it has to say is interesting enough to make note of, or is adamant enough that it must come out. I'll put that stuff here. :)
Friday, September 2, 2011

Disappointment

   I must have been a really horrible person in a past life.  I'm serious.  Life just has this not-so-funny way of punching me in the face.  It seems that every time I get excited about something, or when it seems like my luck might finally be turning, Life lands me a karate chop to the throat, and then kicks me in the stomach to boot. 

  It's getting rather frustrating.  It's getting to the point where I'm beginning to think that I shouldn't even bother trying anymore, because it's never going to happen. I keeping setting myself up for disappointment.   I'm just going to be stuck here forever.  Nothing's changing anytime soon, so I might as well just accept that and deal with it.

  Problem is:  I don't know how to deal with it. 

/sigh

1 comments:

Dan of the Dead said...

I don't wanna come off sounding preachy (not on the internet anyway), so I'm not gonna give you any advice. I've been down that road and if you remember to ask me at work I've got a couple suggestions.

September 2, 2011 at 11:07 PM  

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